i abolished you

it makes me sick to think of you
my stomach clenches with horror
and i long to vomit the parts of you that homed in me
your breath is toxic
your mouth leaves bloody traces on my heart
my organs convulse with repulsion
at the sense of your inept heart
your fingers infect my veins
your grotesque love pollute the air
and i can’t breathe around you
your hideous words foul the spaces they fall upon
you bring a monstrous world with you
and i refuse to go on.