dissociation

tonight i played some songs i haven’t listened to for some time. they feel strange. as if it’s been years since they made me smile on buses... i’ve been looking for a particular kind of music lately and i purposely avoided other music... i hate i always associate music with some things, places, people, feelings. so i decided to take the test. i guess i failed, but there’s still hope. i’m working on dissociating things, places, people, feelings.